Dustyhawk :: Broken Mirror

So, Serge is back again to write about the life and love of all that has happened during the major shake down, break down of his server. For the past 4 days, he had his wordpress hijacked and hijacked badly. At the top was a list of superion long listed spam links just like what you normally see in a spamlog. So bad, it took a lot of bandwidth and at the same time; it made the server load slow. Thus he went on to Freenode #wordpress and asked for assistance. He was assisted very kindly and is grateful for all that has happened. Many thanks to all who helped and apologies for being an ass in the chan.

Now that he is back, there is a few things he needs to look at. One is the dying need of imperative mortal coil to wipeout the files and load it back again. A used wp is not good, a virgin must be sacrifice to appease the gods of wordpress and all those who follows in her name. But that is to be done tomorrow when he finishes raping and editing 500++ text files.

On a lighter note to life, one of his girl friends is asking him to look for some some what good looking males with defining cheekbone features, height and fair skin. Makes him wonder if, she thinks that he is gay but he is not gay, okay ? Besides, Serge has fallen in love with someone though wanting to step into that door once more will be hard.

A mistake was done several cycles ago, a long time has passed. The wounds are sealed and there lies some cracks, cracks that cannot be repaired no matter the time. Afraid of the cracks, he tries not to go forth, for fear it will open up again. Yet, this one feels right and it feels almightly good for some strange reason.

For the first time in a long time, this isn’t the Messiah’s Complex of which Serge was shackled down to in the past. He is actually emotionally and probably romantically attracted to that person. But he doesn’t know if this is a fleeting dream of hormonal emotions or could it be real this time ? We humans are such terrible people, some can fall in love to one forever and we have others who falls in love and is still in love with more than one.

If only, we knew and if only he could understand what is it that he needs or who is it he needs. For a want and need is different.

Hmm, for some strange reason the sandbox loads faster than the main site. Still trying to figure out how to reduce the load time. Serge has a strange feeling it is the amount of php stuffles or it could be his plugins that is slowing his site down or it could be the ads. A whole lot of money says it is the ads.

On another note, he would like to take this opportunity by saying that for the first time in many many many lunar cycles; he feels too damn good about himself. There is not much to talk about today, except that it was a fulfilling wank.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don’t like conflict. Because you’re so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don’t focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It’s time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

–Quiz

Hmm, let’s just say Serge does not know if this is truly him or not. Though it maybe true, however there is a slight chance that he is denying all the facts from what has been stated for everyone knows that the truth hurts.

Oh did you notice a change ? It’s quite obvious for those who visits Serge often. Life for Serge so far has been going well, Avenue Q is just awesome of which he wants all of you to head down to Singapore and watch it. Though the cast is from the Phillipines, IT IS THAT GOOD.

And today he was at work and he nearly froze all his limbs off. He forgot to bring the warmer jacket, thus his exposed appendages was at a level one hypothermia. A lot of internal position is opening up in the company, there are those which seems interesting. However, the word “shift hours” does not bode well with Serge.

He hopes that the project that he is in will continue. Recession is hitting all of us and the economy is bad. DHL laid off 9500 workers and DBS Singapore has cut 900 jobs. With this happening, Serge tends to wonder how safe a secure his job really is ?

Based on that fact, he better stop procrastinating and do something about it.

Well Serge is back from Singapore, today.

There he went to the Esplanade Theatre

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The point is that over time we load up out blogs with noise and clutter . . . is it time for a clean up?–Liz

You might notice something, you might not notice it at all. The left and right sidebars has been cleared and thanks to the clean up, Serge has something to write about. What Liz say is true. After cleaning up, the muses to write has comeback to him and it feels really good to write.

For the past week or so and due to the sudden comatose state of UltraSoul-VII and the lack of social events from both his group of friends as well as the other friends, has brought upon a writing drought of sorts. Besides, it’s a good idea to clean up the sidebar too, the clutter which Serge had was actually increasing the load time of his page.

It might not help the visitors from his country to view his page since the ISP here sucks badly, but for the rest of the world, decreasing the pageload to less than 30 seconds is always a good thing to do. Though it still amazes Serge that even with less sidebar clutter his country men loads his page in about 1 minute and the rest of the world loads it between 20-30 seconds for the main page.

Let’s not talk about the main articles as each article is different and therefore load times for the articles will differ from time to time. The next thing that Serge will do for his wordpress cleanup will be html link checkup. There is a lot of links and some of it, is broken he thinks.

And now let us talk about Serge’s life or how he manage to sleep for over 14 hours. Yesterday was a Friday and he slept at about 0100hrs on Saturday. Today he woke up around 1500hrs, how did that happen will be one of those things which Serge does not even have an answer for.

His matron has been purchasing some teak furniture. The amount of teak which Serge has at home scares the pants off of him. The furniture is nice but its making the house cramp. As long as no teak enters Serge’s room, he will do what any church going,mother loving son will do and that is to keep his mouth shut and move the furniture when needed.

And move furniture he did and to be honest, the teaks are nice to look at even if it does psychologically cramps up the area. Though he must say this, why the hell is that piece over there? Must not complain for if Serge did, no food for him. Good God.