Settling Times
It took him one year to tell her or should he say, it took Serge a year to tell one half of the two people whom he has deep feelings for about it. Yes, she knows. It failed though, but somehow Serge feels really good about it. To tell her about it and even though it could never happen, this two hands will protect and defend.
He knew what the answer was, he knew the chances of failing was high and definite, yet in the blazing glory of that point one percent; who knows what the outcome might be ? Funny thing is, is that Serge did not want to reveal this so fast. It was planned to be done somewhere during the last week of this year; though knowing himself, that will never happen and he will just have procrastinated and delay his confession.
It’s just a fight within this soul that is tormented to be happy, to make people happy (he tries), to not let the tears ever flow down again (though he has failed that with flying colors). But the truth of the matter is that Serge is afraid. Afraid of losing, afraid of failing, afraid to accept the unforgivable truth that shit happens and it happens for a reason. Also afraid that all the plans, which he has conjured up in his mind breaks apart and the future which he dreamt off is scattered away.
That could be why, this is so unsettling. This heart bleeds.
Serge Norguard is the writer for Dustyhawk :: Broken Mirror. This site has been established in 2002, where he writes everything and anything under the sun. To know about Serge go to his 
