From Decode 64
By Serge Norguard. Filed in Admin Works/Blog News, Personal, Relationship/Romance |
So, Serge is back again to write about the life and love of all that has happened during the major shake down, break down of his server. For the past 4 days, he had his wordpress hijacked and hijacked badly. At the top was a list of superion long listed spam links just like what you normally see in a spamlog. So bad, it took a lot of bandwidth and at the same time; it made the server load slow. Thus he went on to Freenode #wordpress and asked for assistance. He was assisted very kindly and is grateful for all that has happened. Many thanks to all who helped and apologies for being an ass in the chan.
Now that he is back, there is a few things he needs to look at. One is the dying need of imperative mortal coil to wipeout the files and load it back again. A used wp is not good, a virgin must be sacrifice to appease the gods of wordpress and all those who follows in her name. But that is to be done tomorrow when he finishes raping and editing 500++ text files.
On a lighter note to life, one of his girl friends is asking him to look for some some what good looking males with defining cheekbone features, height and fair skin. Makes him wonder if, she thinks that he is gay but he is not gay, okay ? Besides, Serge has fallen in love with someone though wanting to step into that door once more will be hard.
A mistake was done several cycles ago, a long time has passed. The wounds are sealed and there lies some cracks, cracks that cannot be repaired no matter the time. Afraid of the cracks, he tries not to go forth, for fear it will open up again. Yet, this one feels right and it feels almightly good for some strange reason.
For the first time in a long time, this isn’t the Messiah’s Complex of which Serge was shackled down to in the past. He is actually emotionally and probably romantically attracted to that person. But he doesn’t know if this is a fleeting dream of hormonal emotions or could it be real this time ? We humans are such terrible people, some can fall in love to one forever and we have others who falls in love and is still in love with more than one.
If only, we knew and if only he could understand what is it that he needs or who is it he needs. For a want and need is different.
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