Dustyhawk :: Broken Mirror

By definitive calculations, these are the remaining days of the god-forsaken tour of duty that kicks us in the ass. So much has come and gone within the span of 11 months, nevertheless we seat here and with our glasses raised to the sky, we know that shit will happen once again. Let this be something that last only for a brief moment, hoping upon hope that something good comes this way.

Though we do not know if it will be good or not, we believe in believing and even though we have said that, we are still in doubt about it. Doubt on the things of which he can do, things that he wants to do and things he needs to do. Confidence is something lacking within here, something we spoke about many entries ago.

However the cookie crumbles, however the sun rises from the east and sets in the west, Serge knows that one day all of this feelings of his will die, and it will die in a painful and with regretful memories, it will be embedded into the hearts of those who has experience it.

He tried to speak, his words came out and his friend’s understood what he was trying to say, except for the fact that he could not understand the reasons on why they understood his wants and needs. The locomotives of thoughts was pulsing onwards on the rail of self-understanding, self-loathsomeness and towards the terminal of self-depreciation. Could they really understand his wants and needs ? Maybe they could have, nevertheless we cannot accept it.

7.30pm- the hitman movie overall 6/10. 8/10 for action. Character wise 2/10. Stupid censorship!

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Some not so famous person once said that things happen for a reason and at the same time, there is no such thing as a person with bad luck for luck doesn’t exist and also, all things can be accounted for; no matter how weird it is.

But, there are times in our life that something happens and there is no way we can answer it. No matter how many times we put it to the test, it just never happens. Just like how a bumblebee is supposedly not able to fly from a theoretical point, yet it does. Thus, we talk about this item of interest which we call a sentient being with some mysterious aura of bad feng shui.

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It took him one year to tell her or should he say, it took Serge a year to tell one half of the two people whom he has deep feelings for about it. Yes, she knows. It failed though, but somehow Serge feels really good about it. To tell her about it and even though it could never happen, this two hands will protect and defend.

He knew what the answer was, he knew the chances of failing was high and definite, yet in the blazing glory of that point one percent; who knows what the outcome might be ? Funny thing is, is that Serge did not want to reveal this so fast. It was planned to be done somewhere during the last week of this year; though knowing himself, that will never happen and he will just have procrastinated and delay his confession.