Dustyhawk :: Broken Mirror

It’s Tuesday and there is about 48 hours left before this independence goes down to hell. Hands aching like mad. The house is in a near mess, will be needing to clear it.

Serge is a slob, a literal slob in every meaning of the word. But it’s just him and yes he will agree that he needs to change some parts of his attitude as his attitude sucks bad.

Been going out often thanks to this independence. Mostly going out because of his friend Marcus who just recently broke up with his significant other. Serge does not know how people can be saddened by such things. Maybe it is becaused, Serge is probably a casual dater of sorts. Fact of the matter is this, he does understand the pain other people go through.

For he has experienced it before. Though when everything has fallen apart, we must stand up and do what is needed so that the past is not repeated and the tears that once fell to our cheeks will be taste like sugar and make our lifes better than before. Regrets will not change anything at all. But with some regrets, we will see that the thorns in the rose of life is needed. Needed so that we become what we have been entrusted with.

This time, with all his heart. With all his strenght and with all his soul. Let this be the last time Serge hurt those who love him. Let it be the last time that he fails to listen to those who wants to speak.

From the speaking wind, he maybe starting in the middle of July. In which he is talking about work. Yes, it is good to go back to work and earn money. With hopes and dreams of pharoahs and angels and gods with demons alike, let us hope that this fareswell. Though sometimes he feels that he does this to please other people.

Strange it seems. But what is there to be done ? He does it for the love of others so that he feels love. Never does he does it to himself to love himself. Confusing ? Don’t worry, it is part and parcel in the ordinary world of Serge. Maybe regrets will come about later. He does hope it comes later than sooner and by that time he is gone from this world.

Of middle

Breakable

2007 His Year

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