Dustyhawk :: Broken Mirror

It’s going to be a busy end of the year affair. First of all, in the month of Novemeber, Serge will be one of the many people attending a charity event at Bangsar Avenue taking photos for The Girl Guides Association of Selangor Fund Raising Event. It has been stated that the guest who will be attending are Zainal Abidin, Sheila Majid, Afdlin Shauki and others. Big guns of both the goverment and private sector. This will be a major stint for Serge as he will be able to expand his network of people.

Then in December it’ll be the Comic Fiesta convention. It’s gonna be a massive photo taking session on both days. What more can one ask for ? Well there is something.. but we shall see about that.

Arcade Gun-type genre game, that Serge hopes that will be ported to the Playstation2. What makes this game fantastic besides the “press the pedal to aim and be shot at” is the fact that there are split screen situations, whereby the player will need to flip screens via pointing the lightgun at the on-screen arrow. Another highlight of the game is that the weapons use during that time fires like the real life counterpart. Unlike Time Crisis 3, where you could fire a shotgun wait for about 0.5 second to fire again… in Time Crisis 4, you actually have to wait for about a full second or 2 just to fire again.

Let’s just go gay :p

(Haruhi: Tobira wo akeru to, soko wa–)
itsudatte kimi no koto wo bokura wa koko de matteru kara
ya na koto ga atta no nara bokura ni hanashi wo kikasete yo

Rock & Roll Thundercats.

There goes his mind virginity. Down the drain, just like THAT.

how easy it is to say the words they want to hear, how easy it is to analyze. Say the words you know you they would want to hear from you. And with sincerity, they fall into your arms like a child running to his/her parents who came back from work.

egoistically boosting this skill is, but abusing it has caused a severe bout of depression for the user within. What can he do? what was he suppose to do ? This is who he is, the one who holds the rescue wings. Just as those who came before him and those who will succeed him, this rescue wings are meant to rescue those who have fallen into despair. To rescue those who believed their life is not worth living anymore.

You know?
(what?)
You know?
(what?)
You know?
(what?)
You know, you know, you know

You must have been a beautiful baby
You must have been a beautiful child
When we were only starting to go to kindergarten
I bet you drove those other childs wild.

And when it came to winning blue ribbons
I bet you taught those other kids how.
Well, I can see the judges’ eyes when they handed you the prize
You had the cutest bow.
Well, you must’ve been a beautiful baby
Cause baby look at you now

You must have been a beautiful baby
You must have been a beautiful child
When we were only starting to go to kindergarten
I bet you drove those other childs wild

No matter how hard you try, no matter what you do, people will always interpret what you write on a journal differently from what you have intended it to be. You just can’t help it, it is what makes us -special- and -unique-. Well you could have written those items in a rather diplomatic and explanative manner, but Serge is damn sure that someone out there will not read it the way you have plan it to be. Do not worry this always happen.

“I think I can never explain what I feel properly”