Afraid to live
By Serge Norguard. Filed in Personal, Relationship/Romance |
“Who cares if he’s what he says he is? Who the hell is? If love’s based on lies, does that mean it’s not a real feeling? Doesn’t it bring the same pleasure?” –Dr.Wilson
Just because he had to lie from the beginning of his teenage years to build up his persona, does not mean that those lies has injured or kill anyone. We all live with a mask covering our true face, a face that each and everyone of us are afraid of revealing. Serge is afraid of whom he really is. A person who will runaway from it all, a person who is always there for someone physically and yet emotionally he is not there.
Lies are always based on thruth, he has made this persona. Some may hate it, many will loathe it. But in the end, if this brings just a second of smile of that person, Serge is happy enough. His pride is boasted, his ego compelled to the dimensional glory. Maybe Serge is mentally unstable, maybe he is a sham, maybe he should be shot dead.
Yet, we all know in every history of the world, where someone was tried and executed for his or her crime…there will always be a small crowd of believers. People who knows about Serge’s failure,his sham yet still believe in him. Beliving in him because he gave them a chance to smile in their heart.
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