End of it all
By Serge Norguard. Filed in Personal |
this has gone for way too long. how was he to know ? The problem with being who he is, is that he understands the human emotions so well that he will bitch it up some day. As he sees himself, he knows that it may not be what is was to be. How can someone live his life day after day after day fabricating items such as this. This has to stop, but how does one end something without hurting those whom loves him. Sorry won’t cut it. To end it now will be dangerous, but to end it later will be something …drastic.
the complexity of serge is such, he now knows he needs to work alone. To protect all and not one, to be there for everyone and not only for one. To realize only now that, he has manipulated the emotions has brought him to his knees. And a plead of forgiveness must begin soon. Desperately he calls for help, no one knows of the jenova that resides within him.
help him please, he wants to end it all without hurting her. Why must it happen now ? why must all of this happen at a time when people has now been emotionally attach to him. Maybe it’s because, he needs to be broken. Broken… just like the mirror of this place. A million shades of light.
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Tuesday, April 18th 2006 at 2:21 pm
Are you ok? *hugs*