Dustyhawk :: Broken Mirror

seriously, he saw it coming. yet he read the signs wrongly. this body aches, punishing himself with sleep depreviation. getting up early sleeping late, the toll needs to be paid. and being paid will be done.

sorry, serge doesn’t feel like himself anymore. gomen.

it has been a good and tiring 2 days. helping those people out, meeting with the ircfiesta mates and taking photos like nobody’s business. legs aching that is for sure but the koi gokoro is t3h love. sorry folks if the post for the past week or so seems rather bland.

serge is really really busy. so sorry. but to all those who knows, thanks.

comicfiesta 2005

its over. its’ good. it’s tiring. and with another 200++ pics to load up……

what does one expect in life ? what do they expect in their job ? how about you, yes you the reader..do you expect anything ? what is this expectation ? how do we deal will the anxiety that comes with expectations ? is there a way to be not anxious as we wait for the coming of our next paycheck, our next kiss, or the expectation of death ?

life is full of anxious expectations which one cannot run away from. if there is some one who could, do tell serge how. Serge does know that expectations can be both a blessing and a disguise, he knows it oh so well. being scolded textually by his love on her WP, serge questioned himself.

what does he expect in the relationship with her ? his expectations is simple, very simple. but he won’t reveal it. to the one whom he loves, serge wants that particular person to search her ownself. find out, by yourself what is it that you expect in serge. for serge doesnt know your thoughts. he may make the impossible possible. Yet he is not god.

Inochi kakede mamoritai subete wo nakushitemo
–With my life, even if I lose everything, I wanna protect you–

this is stupid. ear squats to expunge objects which is being held inbetween the vagina. stupid.

why dont they ask pregnant woman to perform ear squats to expunge their baby ?