Dustyhawk :: Broken Mirror

The human face has it’s own subtle language for communicating emotion, and it’s a language we all understand. We are all very sensitive to it. People will notice even the most subtle changes in a person’s face. Even if that person is a drawing ….

[23:28] * Dustyhawk wears mithril gloves …and does his usual
[23:28] <labrynth> gan: awwwieeee you don’t want me here?? ;__;
[23:28] * labrynth cries in dm’s booblets
[23:28] <Dustyhawk> "booblets"??
[23:28] <XY|Jace> LOL
[23:28] * Hisashi_Glay gonna idol for the rest of the fucking nite…
[23:28] <Gan^Chika> idol
[23:28] <Dustyhawk> lol
[23:28] <XY|Jace> booblets… now that’s a new word
[23:28] <Gan^Chika> FALSE IDOLATRY
[23:28] <Gan^Chika> so like
[23:29] <XY|Jace> wooohoooo
[23:29] <XY|Jace> x___x;
[23:29] <Gan^Chika> on DM’s boobs there are smaller boobs called booblets
[23:29] <Gan^Chika> LOLOLOL
[23:29] <Dustyhawk> wow…
[23:29] <XY|Jace> nyarhahahah
[23:29] <labrynth> lol
[23:29] <Dustyhawk> so dimmiee…which boobies/booblets are the one that
bites me
[23:29] <labrynth> her mandibles have boobs, called booblets
[23:29] <Gan^Chika> and they have mandiblets
[23:29] <Gan^Chika> careful dusty
[23:29] <SetsunaKurosu> dah habis ;__;
[23:30] <Yuhi-kun> lol mandiblets
[23:30] <Dustyhawk> [23:29] <Gan^Chika> careful dusty <—ganners…
its fated for me to be eaten and to be devoured
[23:30] <labrynth> MANDIBLETS!!!!! < SINED
[23:30] <Gan^Chika> sad
[23:30] <Dustyhawk> it’s like kenny from south park …
[23:31] * Dustyhawk wears mithril gloves .. (fill in the blanks)
[23:31] <Gan^Chika> you need something stronger at least
[23:31] <Gan^Chika> try eternium
[23:31] <Dustyhawk> boobies ..with mandibles … mandibles with booblets which has mandiblets ??
[23:32] <Yuhi-kun> OMG YOU BASTARD YOU KILLED KENNY

Hanaya no misesaki ni naranda
Ironna hana o miteita
Hito sorezore konomi wa aru kedo
Doremo minna kirei dane
Kono naka de dare ga ichiban da nante
Arasou koto mo shinai de
Baketsu no naka hokorashige ni
Chanto mune o hatteiru

Sore na noni bokura ringen wa
Doushite kou mo kurabeta garu?
Hitori hitori chigau noni sono naka de
Ichiban ni naritagaru?

Sousa bokura wa
Sekai ni hitotsu dake no hana
Hitori hitori chigau tane o motsu
Sono hana o sakaseru koto dake ni
Isshou kenmei ni nareba ii

Komatta youni warai nagara
Zutto mayotteru hito ga iru
Ganbatte saita hana wa dore mo
Kirei dakara shikata nai ne
Yatto mise kara dete kita
Sono hito ga kakaete ita
Iro toridori no hanataba to
Ureshi souna yokogao

Namae mo shira nakatta keredo
Ano hi boku ni egao o kureta
Dare mo kizukanai youna basho de
Saiteta hana no youni

Sousa bokura wa
Sekai ni hitotsu dake no hana
Hitori hitori chigau tane o motsu
Sono hana o sakaseru koto dake ni
Isshou kenmei ni nareba ii

Chiisai hana ya ooki na hana
Hitotsu toshite onaji mono wa nai kara
NO.1 ni nara nakutemo ii
Moto moto tokubetsu na Only one

[English Translation]
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to forgive is divine, so said some famous dead person. to be thankful, is to appreciate the finer things in life. To pay it forward , is a commendable task.

the above is essence to the creed and bondage which he has subjected himself to. a creed which he wants to keep. though some people may not understand his ways, but one must remember that the thoughts of others is not his thoughts and his thoughts is not their thoughts.

for those who know, he rarely remembers the mistake and the grievance caused by another. shit happens he knows, and he knows that the person who causes the shit to happen doesn’t want the shit to happen. but it can’t be helped. the asshole open, and thus shit happens. so when it does happen, he’ll just wipe it away and say sorry for making you shit on him, that is how it is.

thankful he is for the many blessings he has received from his blood bond with his family. like all family, squabbles will incur…never in his life has he seen a squabbleless family. it’s a fact, a fact that he,she and them cannot deny it. be thankful for the thorns in the roses and the potholes in the road of life. be thankful he says.

serge believes without a doubt the concept of paying it forward. just because there are people who will not pay backwards, why then should he only offer his kindness to people who can only return the good favor ? it seems like the concept an eye for an eye. sorry to say this, serge isn’t that type of person. ask and receive, don’t pay him back, just pay it forward. he knows that there are those who can’t help him out in his time of need but that is alright, pay it forward. the circle of good faith will repay him later on in life.

to sum it all up, serge is serge and the other people are the other people. his philosphy is different from theirs. he has not placed his style of thinking upon them, so why then place their style on him.

as he ends his work today, serge announces some news straight from his work place.

Direct from the ISP you love to hate :-

Currently there seems to be a connection problem to any sites outside Malaysia, it’s not that customers cannot access but it is slow. high ping rates and online gaming will be lagging like a bitch. the cause of this, is supposedly some “upgrades” to the international link, esspecially to sites hosted by US companies.

servers in Jalan Ipoh, KL is down. some people will not be able to connect.

service interuption for Kepong and Kajang. Either it’s a slow connection or no connection.

serge ish the pissed, this is the 3rd time the international link went bust. He’ll update tomorrow…in the mean time, happy surfing.