Dustyhawk :: Broken Mirror

after much thinking and after much devouring of all senses, serge has come up with a weird answer to enjoying life and life to the fullest. To enjoy life in all the aspects that it has one must be PASSIONATE about the thing he or she does. Be passionate about it. From loving your significant other, to taking care of your parents or children, to your work life….everything there is to be done in the present and in the future do it with a passion. Put it all down. dont do things half-way or half-heartily, don’t. Be passionate about everything.

To succeed in gaining the full happiness of one’s life, one needs to understand that one must know that they control their on faith and no one else does. As long as one is passionate anything that he or she does can be fullfilled. From working in a white-collar job to tossing roti canais or to sweeping the drain, with passion…the careers which serge has mentioned will give people who are passionate the full happiness of one’s life.

serge is passionate, that is an overstatement. the only thing he is passionate is to make sure that the people that he loves is loved. no questions asked. therefore he will do what he does.

AI NO BAKUDAN

Kyou mo ichinichi fukanzen na sekai
Kimi ga nakanakutemo dare ka naku

Ai no bakudan motto takusan okkotoshite kure
Nemurenai kono machi no domannaka ni
Ai no bakudan motto takusan baramaite kure
Surechigau hito tachi no poketto ni
Imakoso te wo age tatakau beki wa
Sekai wo ooitsukusu JEALOUSY

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a quick talk with Fate, was made in the morning today at about 0100hrs. a short 15min talk was all it took. serge loves that girl very much, seriously serge does. she asked serge why?…for that question, serge is still looking for the answer. but he knows this, his creed his resolution which was made in the beginning of this year will not be broken. it will not disappear, as long as the air moves, that creed, that commandment will never be broken. But like every sentient on this mortal realm, serge worries that his weakness will cause him to break that promise. he hopes and he prays that he doesn’t.

::I will protect you, I will never make you cry, even though you can’t repay me…I will be here::

someone once asked serge, why do you protect those whom you haven’t even met in real life, let alone people whom you barely knew ? why protect them ? why tell them that you serge cares for them ? we dont see how it is possible for you serge to love someone you have not even seen with your own eyes ?

the answer to all of that is simple by the one called serge …

How do you love god whom you have not even seen ?

serge loves those whom he loves because he loves them, and that is enough reason for him to spread his frail wings to protect those most precious to him. it may sound lame but that is how it is. that is why….he’s keeping that promise to her.