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Change the world

By Serge Norguard. Filed in Personal, Philosophy/Religion  |  
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Change.

An event that takes place with or without intervention.

Can we all change ? Can we change for the better ? or do we change for the worse ?
That is a question all of us cannot answer IMHO. How do we know that the change we have is good or bad ? Someone might tell us otherwise.

Change in one concept is good. And in another it’s just …plain disgusting. I know, for i have changed a lot since than. Maybe to some of you, i have not changed. But to me, i feel that i have changed and become something that i shouldn’t be. I have changed to the person…i despise, not exactly despise..but the attitude i have is a direct reflection to that person.

Who have i become ? Seriously speaking, my own worse enemy.

How did this happen ? Why am i like this ? I do not know, i have tried to look for the answers. Yet i cannot comprehend why.

To those people whom i have angered, to those people i have saddened, to those who i love, to those whom i have open up my heart and ears…

I do not know if i have hurt you emotionally, i do not know if what i did is wrong. I don’t know.

I dont know who i am. I dont know.

I want to change again, i want to be. Yet at the same time, i fear change itself. I fear that one day, when i do change…i will lose it all.

For i am a man of contrast. I am an actor, an actor who understands the masses…yet do not.

Once again, i need to change …yet i am afraid.

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