Dustyhawk :: Broken Mirror

La Salle Klang’s Canteen Day!!! Woo hoo… finally after 4 years i’ve return to my old school. Dude’s and slackerz Im a lasallian for 10 years!!!…. so dont be surprise that im very happy to retrun to my alma mater. I arrive there at 0930 and was there until 1500. I met up with Ganesh Kumar, Samuel “Cow”, Richard, Julian and some old lasalle slackers of my year and of my lasalle juniors. I saw Mrs Dilys my former YCS teacher. Im surprise that she still remembers me. I was walking around like a lone hawk before i met up with Dora Lisa from my church, which i accompanied for awhile before they left for Modern Mamak. Later I was with Josephine….who i just love to criticize. The shocking thing/stuff that happen was she knows my friend Paulyn Lim. Damn fucking shocking that they know each other… I was damn stoned when both of them started talking to each other and both of them were equally amazed that i know each other. The world is getting really small. Came back at around 1530. And wasted my day after that. But today was really worth it…. though la salle has change so slacking bitch wrapped much. It doesnt feel the same when Gareth Tan and Mark Ong is not around. Change my web-background in to a sunset like feel. Hope all of u enjoy it, for those who just came in “Heylo!”

Attended mass at 0730. And watch my children in their sunday school. they were bored death shit. The two people teaching could be an imsoniac to sleep, but according to one of the students it was much better than the “BEAR” previous year. They seem to miss the fun that Dusty and his partner-in-crime had done last year. But every year the lecturer change, and thus they can spiritually journey with them. One of the main reason im trying so hard to change the system we are using in our church. One of the students ask me whether im going to teach again. Hell i din’t know what to say, im not good at teaching im just good at explaining and making the class educational yet fun.My Partner-in-Crime was the greater person. In the end i told the kid “Wait.” After their class was over, i was spending sometime with Melissa Tan. Yes the melissa who is coupled with eric wong. Anyway it seems that she will be upstairs (CCTV/ Projector) to look at how to do the work. She seems scared, so practically i was comforting her. We talk for awhile in which eric who was with us was a lil bit jealous coz she was paying more attention to me than him. HAHA im being bitchy ain’t i ? Yeah! Came back and watch the Evangelion CD that i got…. Damn it …Lovely lovely !!!. And my frame page will be gone today.

As always rurouni kenshin. My sis came and visted me, later went for mass with my mum before hitting Patrick Tan’s b-day party at his pad. From what i notice from his list, the guest was 70% girlz. But who the hell cares. The only person from the list i know that is not from church is kuan li, which adeline knows since both of them are in the same skool. Talk to some people, nice people. One of Patrick’s skool mate found out that i design his sports day shirt. Ego of mine is blowing. Talk to agnes lee and her bigger sister maxine, they said i seem to have no social life. Since i rarely talk to them n the youths after mass. In which it is very true, since the maximum time i stay to have idle chit-chat is about 1 minute on normal mass and 10 minutes on special occasions. I cant help, its that i fear getting to close to a person and than the person leaves me or uses me. Maybe thats one of the main reason why i never put the initiative of asking mei ling out. Im afraid of losing the ones i love, im so much afraid. Afraid of being used and using others. Although my mates from skool, college, church and other places has taken care of me and i have taken care of them, i never actually told them that i only consider them as my acquaintance. For you people who are reading this im so sorry, i know this is like a blow to the core of your heart. Forgive me. Patrick’s party was really nice, not a bad host as well. During the time of love songs, i was busy selecting the songs to be played. Everyone was close with a girl….i was not. Edwin tried to hook me up with a girl to dance with but i declined. Call mom to pick me up at 0030, i disappeared from the party not telling anyone that i left.

Blimey….Im calling everyone slackers. And im a slacker myself….Everyone is a slacker. College today was over-rated, heard from my college mate Yong Keat whacked our lecturer’s son yesterday at a pasar malam. Hilarious. I finally got my final photoshop assignment, whereby we suposse to create a new design for the Saito brochure. All finals to be handed up on 17th of this month….whoa. After near completion, i was at Amcorp teaching this guy about Dreamweaver. I came back and only had roti bom and teh-o-ice limau for dinner. Slacker!!.