Dustyhawk :: Broken Mirror

Had to go to church again, coz they needed someone to operate the camera. Best thing of all my mom actually was happy to see me go out of the house. She actually said, that she wanted me to go out and get out of the house. Frankly my dear, most moms try to keep their children at home…ho hum, when your best friend lives damn bloody far who to go out with, not to mention i don’t keep in touch with my other frens from la salle or samad, it’s only GT n Mark. Some how i’m wondering what they are doing now? I scanned my student ID, and made some psd changes. Maybe i’ll load it up one day. {10pm} Am i fat?…a height of 5′ 9″ (im talking about how tall i m n not my other equipment that is only 5++ “) and a weight of 60kg. i think i am, as i stare at my stomach it’s bloody hell staring back at me.

im going slightly mad…. So how are all of you today ? good ? i hope so, coz im freaking hell am. Todays class was quite a bore…met up wif my old moldavian fren, he talked about how he lost his nephew to leaukimia (sorry but i can’t remember how to spell it) it was quite sad when he said, ” His dad was at his bed, the boy said ‘if i go, promise me to go on with out me,’ the boy smiled after that and when he laid down on the bed, he died with that smile encased on his face”. Seriously i hope my children (if i got any in the future) will not get blood cancer. Think of the pain the child will go through, chemotherapy, bone marrow transplant etc. My home assignment for this week are, color scheme based on the theme of Valentine using color from magazine and the other uses visual aspects such as hearts, lace, and other Valentine stuff.

Class was nice, we did a simple calculator using flash action script. Today was new-intake day… n there is no chun chick there…u may be asking about mei ling and my answer is yes im still interested in her but getting her is like gripping a girls breast in public and not being slapped coz that girl is a stranger. Im so horny…. and veevian was quite amazed when i told her that im doing a lot of church work n i seem to be a “holy” boy… but with to many holes…but than again with all those who knew me all to well im practically horny all day. one of the many reasons why im single, the other reason is i take care of all girls as though they are my girlfren making my other girl fren (i emphasize on the word ‘fren’) jealous by giving advice,counselling… listening to their problems and being a shoulder to cry on. oh… if . Btw.. Emily teoh , princess how u doing ? Irma, the short stuff… stop chasing aussie guys and to myself Stop talking crap…….CRAPPED (an activity.. i consider my self a master) I went for a small job interview at a cafe near my college, want to earn some money leh… coz im short of spending money. It’s been 2 days since i’ve stop smoking, hell i just cannot tahan but i must… i gotto, so to all of you pray pray pray for me, and im asking u all my frens pray for me even if you are an atheist, a buddhist, a hindhu, a muslim or anything just pray for me so i can kick this habit. now im trying to get my HIGH by listening to music, singing, making my frens good.

Im still alive !!! yeah….Yeah ? damn,,,, if i was dead… i could… any way, i called veevian up and n i believe she was quiet amazed that i called her. Amazed? that word is to small… it’s ASStounded and i do emphasize on the word ASS. it seems, she’s interested in a course called Food,Science and Technology. and God knows what that is, coz i don’t fucking know…. not to mention the only thing that interest me is in software and media… Main reason why im in Saito Academy learning multimedia design. wat the hell im typing im not sure… oh yes. veevian, fyi we seem to know each other by emails only, we never actually met each other, i think she knows how i look ( a pic i gv 2 her but sorry my fans i got none now) n i know how she looks ( a really old pic of her). Though im hoping i could get to meet her one day, but with all her dancing classes… i’ll dance into my grave first before i get to meet her. 2 weeks more or less b4 my bro comes back from uk 4 da cny. and i need a phone badly… bloody hell using my mums Digi-line. one of the main reasons why all you people, who have my maxis hp# can’t call me… damn

do you believe in crying while watching a cartoon ?? no ?? well believe it now coz i did… actually it was an anime. Irma would have guest it, and those who had followed the blog will know…. that it was Samurai X, yes my dear readers i cried in todays episode, im not sure how to explain but if you watch it and if you knew me, you can relate to the hero Kenshin Himura with me. but of course the character i like in that anime is Aoshi Shinomori. sniff sniff…. euuu i stink… I jes remembered i haven’t bathe from last night. Maybe that’s what cause the WTC to fall (my smell is so strong it actually goes into the past) and not those planes. While i sit here and kill the nation im busy listening to my final fantasy tracks. well cya all later and im still having a blank mind on writing poetry haven’t wrote one yet or a song either.It’s 0000am so it’s 20th jan and shouldn’ this part be written on a 20th January log ??and im waiting for march for Jars of Clay’s new album called ‘the eleventh hour.’ Clay rulez…clay rulez… clay ru… GAwd when is monday coming…. i wanna call veevian, some of you may ask why don’t i call today, well it’s cause i get to call from my mums office.